breakdown

I had what's sure to not be my last breakdown after class today. It evolved around childcare - yet another crisis - on the surface, it wasn't that big of a deal in the end - but I just snapped when I got a call about a mix-up in Liam pickup today. I had to wait by the phone to hear the result and wait for phone calls, which meant I couldn't go study in the library, and I had to troubleshoot picking up Kalian and re-configure her timing. This is sooooooooooo hard - I hate this! I can't do this!!!

In the midst of all of the careerist stuff going on in my head - trying to plot out the next 6 years of my life is INSANE.